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September 12, 2004

not enough time......

I don't have enough time to fit everything in. Think about how much just one person has to do in a day. Now multiply that by 14. How do I find time for everyone inside?


For the past 2 weeks I have had so much to do for school. I can't seem to catch up. There has been absolutely no time for anyone inside. I know Abby is dying to come out and just play. I know Tara needs me to do something to make her feel comforted and safe. I know Jane and Stephanie need time to express themselves. I know these new alters that have been around are stirring up things inside. How do I give them all time and still get done what I need to do for work? My apartment is a disaster. It desperately needs to be cleaned. I don't have time. I have a list that is a mile long of things I have to do for school. And everyone inside is needing their time to be up front. I have been putting them off as long as I can but I know it's going to backfire. I feel them getting more and more urgent and persistent. It's all going to blow up in my face soon. I just don't know where to find the time. This has happened before. When I have ignored their needs in the past, it only got worse for all of us. They don't like being ignored. I wish I had the time to give them. I just don't. I don't know what to do.

Posted by Butterflyteam on September 12, 2004 08:27 PM

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