Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
February 14, 2005
empty....
i feel so hollow inside. empty. dead.
i walked out of donna's office a little while ago and don't know if or when i will go back. i feel lost and so unbearably alone.
this recovery thing has to be something i want - something i need to make happen. but i am sooooo afraid i don't want it. i feel like they won. they not only succeeded in stealing my body and abusing it but they also succeeded in stealing my soul and destroying it. maybe that's why i feel so empty. there's no longer a soul in there. they were successful in what they set out to do. congratulations to them.
Posted by Butterflyteam on February 14, 2005 07:52 PM
