Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team

March 11, 2005

too many voices all at once

feeling very overwhelmed and out of control. i feel so much inside right now but can't seem to get a handle on any of it. i feel like i'm being taken over and being controlled by everyone inside. when that happens, i feel disconnected from everything else. and then feeling disconnected leads to not feeling safe. i'm such a mess right now. i need my head to just be quiet. i need to feel in control for just a few minutes. my head hurts so much.

Posted by Butterflyteam on March 11, 2005 8:10 PM