Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team

November 12, 2005

can't sleep....

I have been doing so well with sleeping the past few months that I think I almost forgot what it's like to not be able to sleep. I'm being reminded of it tonight though. I'm thinking all that marathon training caused me to be really tired and helped me fall asleep much easier. But tonight is just like those old days when no matter how tired I was or what I tried to do, I just couldn't sleep. I'm feeling very anxious and just kind of weird. I really can't describe it. I just don't feel like myself at all. I feel disoriented. I feel like my head is spinning and there's a million things going on all around my head and I'm stuck right in the middle of it all. I wish I could just sleep.

Posted by Butterflyteam on November 12, 2005 10:08 PM