Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
February 28, 2006
avoiding sleep...
i haven't slept much at all the past few nights. i'm so exhausted right now. it's really caught up with me. i have such a bad headache. i want nothing more than to go lay down and fall asleep but i find myself doing stupid stuff and staying up. i'm not sure why. i don't feel like i'm consciously avoiding going to bed.....but i think i am. usually when i don't want to go to sleep, it's accompanied by lots of fear and anxiety. but right now, i don't feel much of that. just....avoiding getting into bed. and i'm not sure why. normally i wouldn't see any reason to question this. but i am so exhausted and my head is pounding so you would think i would want to go to sleep if there wasn't anything i had to stay up and do. hmmm.....
Posted by Butterflyteam on February 28, 2006 07:34 PM
I do this too. I'm up late (on winter break this week) if you want to chat.
Posted by: Pilgrim at February 28, 2006 08:58 PM
wierd
Posted by: Marty at October 24, 2007 11:19 AM
hey, me too. i'm trying to see what i can do about it. often i feel like i just need to get stuff done, but then i look at my to-do list and realize that i'm out of things to do for the night. i fear the next morning because i may not wake up on time, but staying up late only makes things worse..
i've got my own set of ED, moodiness, anxiety (as i'm just learning right now), and 5 years of a relationship with a boy who i end up driving crazy.
anyways, even if you don't read this, i'm happy to have found someone else who does the same, even though i hope you got better and i hope i do too.
thanks
Posted by: rayne at October 30, 2007 07:22 AM
