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March 16, 2006

can't sleep...

it's after 3:00am and i can't sleep. i did fall asleep for about 2 hours but now i'm awake again. i hate this. i have to be at school late tonight for report card conferences so with barely any sleep i'm sure i'll being feeling great! i feel really nervous inside and i'm not sure why. my stomach hurts too so i think that's samantha. she always says her stomach hurts. i guess maybe she's close by. i wish we could sit with donna right now and have her hold us. we feel sad. :(

Posted by Butterflyteam on March 16, 2006 12:12 AM


So I was up in the middle of the night the other night because I couldn't sleep, again, and I stumbled upon your blog. I read every single entry you've made over the last two years. That was two days ago, and I just had to come back and write. I don't know if you realize just how strong you are and how brave. I am so proud of the way you are working and struggling through the messy process of healing. I have prayed for you several times since I read your story and will continue to do so. I just want you to know that I'm pulling for you. You WILL heal. I stumbled over this Bible verse tonight, and I want to share it with you. "The Lord your God is with you; he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." Please know that you are loved. Keep wrestling with the past. You are stronger than you know.

Posted by: Amanda at March 22, 2006 11:03 AM

Wow, Amanda, thanks so much for reading and for taking the time to comment. I appreciate your kind words.

Posted by: butterflyteam at March 22, 2006 3:24 PM

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