Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
February 15, 2007
ice day comes to an end
Umm....... I guess today turned out to be ok. I really tried to make an effort so I wouldn't have a total meltdown. I went to see my nieces for a little while. I played with my three year old niece and then I was holding the baby and she fell asleep in my arms and we just layed together on the couch for awhile. Then I tried to keep busy by going to Target. And then I went to my friend Jackie's house. We had dinner and watched Grey's Anatomy together.
So.... I did good things today and kept from freaking out on the outside, however, I'm still not doing so good on the inside.
I just need to get through tomorrow and then I'll have a week off. I'm not sure how I feel about that anymore. I thought I was really looking forward to it but now since I'm not doing so great, I'm not so sure. Yet, I don't feel like going to work tomorrow. But I don't want to be home either. I just really want to diappear from the whole world.
Posted by Butterflyteam on February 15, 2007 7:49 PM
Can you get away for the week off? Visit museums or go to the theater? I hate to think of you at home alone for a week. That just makes everything worse. (Btw-- I am SO upset that Grey's Anatomy left us hanging at the end of the episode! Does Meredith die? I don't think they can kill her off; after all, her name is in the show's title! (whoo-relief)
Posted by: The Real Me at February 15, 2007 8:43 PM
It's winter break here too.
Posted by: Rachel at February 19, 2007 3:06 AM
do you have a suvival box?
Posted by: Rachel at February 21, 2007 7:18 AM
