July 21, 2007
tired and triggered....
hard day. i slept late and never made it to the gym this morning. saw judi. have been binging and purging all day. went to dinner with cousins and my brother. it was ok. i'm just really triggered by some things right now. i'm remembering things. it's not my alters remembering and feeling.......it's me. i just want to go away. i'm too tired to write anything else. i'll try to sort some things out tomorrow.
Posted by Butterflyteam on July 21, 2007 8:19 PM
It's really a different kind of animal when "we" remember things ourselves rather than through alters. Kind of terrifying and exciting all at once, I think. I'm sorry you had such a hard day.
Posted by: The Real Me at July 22, 2007 7:53 PM
The Real Me,
terrifying and exciting - perfect description.....i know exactly what you mean. it's so nice to know someone else understands. thank you.
Posted by: butterflyteam at July 22, 2007 8:15 PM